Am I losing my coolness..

So dis is it. Da 1st psot im writing wit under da label of “my life” …I dnt knw for sum reasons I hv byn havin this fylin that im not the usual me nowadays. Smthings change. i dnt really knw..I dnt tok as usual. My character has chngd..i kyp forgttin important stuff wich I nvr shud hv.. i dnt knw ,,wat else..it seems dat I hav “ no sense of anything” now thse days. Perhaps m not dat concentrating on life, or maybe m not fully settled in the tracks m going. Mybe da life in lonely island is swaying this. I jst nyd to sort dis out bfr its too late. M sure I will..